THAT TRAIN THAT JUST BLEW BY has a very loud horn on it. I had forgotten how many trains travel near the out skirts of the small town I live in. I can hear the rattling of the train tracks from here.
We lived in this small community back in 2006 to HALF THROUGH 2017 with the trains being closer to us. It took me 7 years to get use to their noise making sleeping through the night very challenging. Not getting sound sleep affected my peace of mind. I finally adjusted. We'd live in the rock house about 3 more years before the devastating house fire that forced us out of our historic house made of native limestone.
DO I miss the house? Sometimes I do. Sometimes, I am just fine where I'm at. If the rock house had been in the country away from the maddening crowd, I think I would have lived there the rest of my human life. We lived in the 1883 house after the fire for 6 and a half years and now, I am living in a very small 1900 Folk Victorian Cottage.
This sweet place is a stepping stone in our lives to thin out 80% of our earthly belongings making the most of the small storage spaces. A LIFE LESSON in downsizing and getting back up.
The washer and clothes dryer are both running. Woke early starting the laundry on this fine day. Washed some dishes left in the sink. On some days, I can hear the church bells ringing to announce that church services will take place soon. On other days, they sometimes ring the bells at 6 in the morning. When the city sirens go off at noon on Mondays, we can hear it loud and clear. The sirens work very well. Hello there.
Being able to hear is a huge blessing. Right now a group of birds are chirping outside my window. When they do this, it reminds me that SPRING is coming. In the dead of WINTER, they sing which reminds me that SPRING is near even when it is so cold outside. Spring is 16 days away! That turns my crank.
ON THE HOME FRONT. I looked at the Kitchen window hardware which needs the paint stripped from it. That can happen anytime now, but isn't a priority even with it being so grossly grungy. Shabby Chic it aint.
Getting settled is the priority. Have mercy. As I work I do look at things like this and if I'm not careful, it gets to me. I don't like grungy anything. I have to remind myself to stay focused and keep on keeping on. Some would not be bothered by this grunge. I am. Gets to me.

Started SPRING cleaning and will do a little each day until completed. The window opens and that's a plus grungy and all. Sometimes windows are painted shut which causes different issues.
This little window OPENS. I do like the two small windows above the Kitchen sink. Small, but mighty. I want to keep them as they are original to the COTTAGE. The clean up as it comes will be uplifting to say the least. Perhaps my blood pressure will go down on its own.

To look at the COTTAGE inside and out, we appear to be ROUGHING IT. I think of this time as if we are PIONEERS. We have running water, but for awhile there we did not have any HOT water. I heated it on the stove and used the Keurig to get instant HOT water. When the new hot water heater was installed, it made for a happy day.
I got use to using the Keurig to run 4 oz. of water onto a washcloth so I washed my face at the Kitchen sink. Feels so good placing a very hot washcloth on my face first thing. Thankful we have running water and the house has heating and cooling. I've thought about living off grid, but I truly love hot and cold running water straight from the faucet and I LOVE having a flushing TOILET! If I can cut our expenses is the best procedure for me. I won't be living off grid although I wouldn't mind subsidizing our groceries some by collecting vegetables from a small garden.
I continue to fold my comforters and quilt stash. Nice and neat. Taking shape. Washed the mattress pad cover and bedsheets for the Victorian Bed that we are sleeping on for the time being. The bed will get made up. I moved the Victorian sofa making more room to get in the bed on the far side. It's a narrow pathway. After the walls are repaired from closing them off, the Vanity Dresser will be moved to the other wall and the sofa put in its place. In hopes this makes the room better arranged to live with. For now, it'll have to do.
Grandma's Quilt
Working on catching up on laundry. This is ongoing. It'll take a bit of time to get this done.
AND then of course the Dining room needs attention. I shredded more papers last night as I came across them in boxes. Some need filed. Always an opportunity to get organized again. It was over a year ago I started my adventure of shredding thousands of pieces of paper. Here I find some more. It is manageable now.
Large trash bags were filled with the shredded papers now confetti. Lost count of how many bags were filled and thrown away. It is a relief to have this behind me. Some of these papers were old credit card statements and I hang my head down low. I had wondered how much we had spent plus interest on this mess? Relieved we are out of the credit card jungle. It was awful to be enslaved to so much debt. Awful and taxing. I'm not use to NOT HAVING a credit card payment due. It's like aren't we suppose to pay a bill? The freedom that comes from not having a house payment, car payment, credit cards to pay, etc. hasn't soaked in yet. A newby at this. We were slaves to debt. It takes some time to get use to doing things differently. A welcomed practice.
I didn't want the debt. Hubby and I had a huge difference of opinion through the years and it wore me down. We are finally on the same page after 49 years of marriage. That's a chunk of time.
God would rather we stay out of debt. I have to remember this by honoring HIS WORD. If I want to be HAPPY in the LORD then I need to embrace HIS counsel and know HE is right. Something that has been going on in life is realizing that GOD's ways are BEST. After I've made horrible mistakes and bow my knee to HIS counsel, I know HE is right. To honor HIS COUNSEL before making the mistakes is a far better way to live. Oh, the pain that could have been avoided.
MOVIE TIME: We watched a double feature last night on the television and I have to say it was a waste of time. MISS JULIE was not my cup of tea. I wouldn't suggest watching it. Blah. Terrible. The second feature was ALL THE GOOD. It was more interesting, but when the movie has so much killing in it, I need to do something else besides watch it. Movies do affect the way I feel. Needing to guard my heart.
If I detox from movies, I have to fill the time with something else. I use to watch soap operas during the day when my kids were young. Slowly I detoxed from it and the tv rarely came on during the daytime. I don't miss it. Like drinking soda, I am better off not doing it. I have adjusted and am thankful I no longer watch daytime tele. I have found plenty to do besides watching it. It was a habit I did away with. Praise the LORD.
Be right back. Gotta check on the laundry. The machine is chiming. The dryer has a quilt in it so it's drying on the delicate cycle. I'll let it finish drying by air. Delicate. It's a quilt my Grandma made. Proud to have it.

~Daniel Diet~
I patted myself on the back as Day 5 was a rough one. Things that I wanted to eat came to mind. I.want.meatloaf. Cho-co-late. MEAT. I kept as strong as I could and didn't blow it. Day 5 was tough. I weighed myself and I had lost a couple of pounds. PTLord. Stay strong girl.
Day 6. Fabulous. Day 6 Had a TBSP. of peanut butter and half a banana with water for Breakfast. Nibbled on a juicy navel orange and still sipping on water, the drink of CHAMPIONS!
LUNCH was a huge salad. Probably 4 cups of salad. Wish I had some sunflower seeds. Would be perfect.
SUPPER. Baked potato topped with salsa and green beans with almonds.
Snack? Baby carrots and crunchy celery.
DAY SEVEN. Think for Breakfast I'll have blueberries and pineapple. Water of course.
LUNCH will more than likely be a vegetable salad and SUPPER a different kind of salad with other vegetables and legumes like chick peas.
By sundown, I will have put my first full week of eating the Daniel Diet. How do I feel about my progress? Glad to have the first week under my belt. The struggle I have is that I want this to be over and in reality I will need to eat more like this all the time to lose weight. Which do I want more, to lose weight, to be healthier or to eat whatever and as much as I want?
I have to remind myself that its alright to change habits for the better and that means I have to change the way I eat. It's alright to be healthy. When eating the right kind of food it's a blessing and a healing takes place. I don't have to feel guilty that I am eating differently than I did growing up. It's not an insult against my parents and my upbringing that I have had to change what I eat. I'm not dishonoring them and I'm not being disrespectful to change my mindset that is different than what it was. I am a new creation. It is alright to change. Perfectly alright. It is possible to change and be better off. I do not have to be imprisoned to the past even with what foods I ate. I discovered that I am breaking free from past mistakes and it's alright to be a different person than how I was raised. Take the good and be thankful. The past was then and I'm living in the present. I must go forward and be.
The rebellious Deanna wants to be able to do whatever. The logical Deanna wants to be healthier which means I have to be proactive and apply myself. The educated Deanna wants to be well informed and do what is best. The spiritual Deanna wants to embrace God's dietary instructions. The physical Deanna wants to slim down and be healthier. SO with all that said, for now it's the Daniel Diet way. Two more weeks of this and then I begin to add in chicken, tuna and turkey. Some beef, eggs and cheese. I will continue to hold off on the bread, pasta and desserts. More water and a variety of fruits and vegetables. I know along life's road that I failed to eat enough fruits and vegetables. This is a bad habit I am breaking.
Temps are suppose to hit the low 70s today.
Like SPRING!!! That will be sweet.
God bless you,
~d on the prairie