SUNDAY NIGHT. I fell again for the second time in eight days. Landing hard on my right knee, I had tripped on the COTTAGE'S steps. Not sure what exactly happened, but as I was falling, I knew I was going down and down I went hard on my right knee. Hurt my left hand on this one. Elbows are aching. Back is feeling it. Knee's burning. This fall hurt worse than when I fell last Sunday on my hip. Ouch and ouch again. What to do?
What exactly is going on, I'm not sure as I seem to be losing my balance more frequently. Read that if you are hypothyroid and hormones are off women are more apt to lose their balance and fall. Think I had better get my TSH checked. I have noticed my fingernails are splintering too easily and my hair is tangling more than I'm comfortable with. All tell tell signs of thyroid issues.
I should know better, but I seem to be ignorant. duh.
My plans have been changed and I have to be flexible. How quickly everything can change. I should know better that I don't always have power over what happens. Mind over matter isn't the norm.
I'll see how the day goes and perhaps I won't be so sore as to not be able to get done what I had hoped I would. I wanted to play HOUSE filling the PANTRY with groceries so I can move onto the next step...which is painting the tall Kitchen cabinet. I can make plans, but then all can be changed.
SO be it. I must surrender, DOROTHY.
Okay, I will. I won't give up without a fight. A fight maybe to let go and lie down beside the still waters.
~d
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